and there she goes

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

god hates me

i'm a fucked up girl, in this fucked up world, where nobody seems to care..

`yue says:
no vulgarities nurasilah

hah, alright no vulgarities.

i've been having a bad time since aft boulderactive. i might have gone into depression if not for my frens, seriously..if i hadn't gone out, i might have just laid in my bed thinking nobody ever really cares. yup.

ok first of all im dead broke. i'm suppose to get my pay from my mom for the buffet i've helped her out with that day. but the freaking MOE have not banked in the money yet. and so my whole family is currently broke. effing MOE. argh.

and now i cant afford to pay for my hp bill. and so my line has been temporarily cut off. besides that, i've been going out without a single cent in my pocket for these past few days. and it gets even more irritating when there's never anything to eat at home except maggie mee, that is, IF im lucky. and if this keeps going on for long, i might just turn anorexic without even knowing it. how nice.

and plus, i cant go anywhere bcos my ezlink is currently worth -25cents. and i cant even afford to top it up. just my luck huh? so pls stop asking me to go out unless the place is only a walking distance from my hse.

and guess what, my mom got so sick that she cant even go to the toilet by herself. so who else to take care of her but me right? right..and if she doesn't get any better, i have no choice but to cancel my climbing session tml and plus i cant send jhim off to the airport.

other than all that, everything else is fine and dandy.

wad a fucked up world. oh well, i'll be fine. as long as u dont question me abt my fone, and no one else ask me to go shopping, i'll be ok. oh btw msn is my only means of contact right now, since my hse fone too got cut off.

ok, i'll stop whining now.

cheers for now

posted at 10:41 PM